Total Recall


This will be the first in a series of posts in which you will follow me on a journey in completely losing my mind. I hope to find a new one during the process. Thanks to Hugo for the Valis and PKD links.

Firstly I would like to emphasise I don’t believe in aliens or some kind of threat from “out there” neither do I believe that the world is going to end on July 27th as some of the conspiracy crew are saying even though I have been the one obsessing about that date since 2012.

This is all on the back of the last time they said the world was going to end on 23/9 which also happens synchro mystically of course to be my birthday. The date 23/9 was given as the end of the world in both 2015 and 2017 and linked to the stars/signs in the skies and Mars.

The End Sept 2015

The Pyramids of Mars

But in case you’re worried, you should note that Nibiru (or Planet X) was widely predicted to hit our planet in December 2015, and before that in September. Prior to that, it was predicted to smash into our planet to coincide with the Mayan apocalypse in 2012 – and before that, Nancy Lieder, an American website writer who claimed to have an alien implant in her brain, predicted it would destroy the world in 2003.

Soviet-born American writer Zecharia Sitchin first wrote about Nibiru in his hit 1976 book ‘The 12th Planet’ where he claimed it was inhabited by a race of ‘ancient aliens’ – the Annunaki – who had created the human race.

Now I do not buy into the above theory as it is a fabrication however there are some interesting numbers…see if you can follow the trail.

The number 23 links all of these events together as 2003 was the last time Mars was close to earth in fact it was the closest in 60,000 years.

Much has been made of the fact that the August 27th 2003 encounter with Mars is the closest in some 60,000 years. Neanderthals were the last to observe Mars so favorably placed.


From: Wednesday, 27 August 2003, 00:00:00
To: Saturday, 28 July 2018, 00:00:00

Result: 5449 days, 0 hours, 0 minutes and 0 seconds

The duration is 5449 days, 0 hours, 0 minutes and 0 seconds

Or 14 years, 11 months 779 weeks 130,776 hours

(The number 49 is a significant number 7 x 7 which I will demonstrate in the next few posts.)

The last opposition, when Mars came within only 47 million miles of Earth, was on May 22, 2016. In 2003, the planet came within 34.6 million miles — the Earth’s closest approach to Mars since Sept. 23/24, 57,617 B.C. (the Stone Age!)


Then we also have on the same night a blood moon and a lunar eclipse it sounds like its going to be a right blast

In just a few days a ‘blood moon’ will light up the night sky and the lunar surface could be stained red. But never fear, this spooky sight is not a sign that the apocalypse is nigh but a celestial wonder that happens when Earth passes between the sun and moon. This year, the eclipse will take place on July 27 and last one hour and 43 minutes (103) – making it the longest of the 21st century.

Red Planet

Important events on 27th August 2003

60th Venice Film Festival: “The Return” directed by Andrey Zvyagintsev wins Golden Lion

Mars makes its closest approach to Earth in nearly 60,000 years, passing 34,646,418 miles (55,758,005 km) distant.

The film The Return is a Russian film about two brothers whose father returns after being missing for 12 years. The boys travel with him to a deserted island where from there the movie takes a dark turn.

This movie has some weird syncs involving life imitating art where fiction becomes reality or maybe it’s the other way round. Of course it also has a personal connection to me as I appear to be one of the stars yet again ….I must have a great agent.

As a tragic ending it is by far the most heartbreaking witnessed in the 60 years of the Venice Film Festival. The young Russian star of The Return, the favourite to lift the Golden Lion award tomorrow, drowned in an accident with haunting echoes of the film itself.
After filming finished 15-year-old Vladimir Garin was dared by friends to jump into a lake from the top of a tower on which the film’s opening sequence was shot. He plunged to his death.

In those opening shots, he joins in with other boys who taunt his younger brother, played by 14-year-old Ivan Dobronravov, when he is too scared to leap.

And in a further tragic twist, The Return, which is being called the most astonishing Russian debut since Andrei Tarkovsky’s, ends with a death in a fall from a similar structure.

The Fall

It starts and ends with a Fall which fits into the time loop theory I have been droning on about since 2014 and back to 2001 Space Odyssey, the Alien Star Man ,the Man who fell to Earth from Mars….. David Bowman or Bowie.




The Man Who Fell to Earth is a 1976 British science fiction film  directed by Nicolas Roeg and written by Paul Mayersberg, based on Walter Tevis’s 1963 novel of the same name, about an extraterrestrial who crash lands on Earth seeking a way to ship water to his planet, which is suffering from a severe drought.

and life imitated art once again

In 1976, temperatures soared to 32C or higher over 15 consecutive days, causing the biggest drought in living memory and becoming the one against which all subsequent droughts have been compared.

Summer of 76

The Man who fell to Earth didn’t come from outer space he came from the future or was it our past?

From today’s headlines

It means Britain is officially on course for its hottest summer ever, with the record-breaking temperatures of 1976 – which is believed to be the hottest since at least the early 1600s – now very seriously under threat.

It came as a string of incredibly detailed new weather maps and charts appeared to support the long-range forecast, with searing heat and no rain compounding the driest spell in recent memory.

Half-way through this meteorological summer, the daily maximum temperature is 20.9C, while the hottest complete summer on record saw an average daily maximum of 21C.

In 1976 the Central England Temperature (CET) between June and August averaged 17.8C. According to the Met Office, the average maximum temperature was 20.96C – with both figures now severely under threat if the hot weather continues, as forecasters expect.


Memory features strongly, try and remember that.

Michael F assbender has said he used Bowie’s performance as an inspiration for the android David in Ridley Scott’s 2012 science fiction film P rome theus.

That’s three David’s I make so far, are they all AI clones…a Space Oddity indeed.


Then we have Nassa torching buildings….

Much was made of NASA’s announcement last month that “building blocks of life” had been found on Mars. But new research suggests the same organic molecules may actually have been discovered by Viking landers NASA sent to Mars in 1976—and then accidentally burned, New Scientist reports. The landers’ main instrument was a gas chromatograph-mass spectrometer, which used heat in an attempt to find organic matter.

Life on Mars 1976

and burning down towers….Two Delta II launch towers which helped NASA launch high-profile space exploration missions have been demolished to pave the way for new projects.

Changing the DNA destroying the building blocks of life splitting the Adams family apart…and rebuilding.

Twin Tower Collapse

Seven years after they hosted their last launch, the twin towers at Launch Complex 17 in Cape Canaveral, Florida were demolished on Thursday, July 12, 2018.

As I have discussed in previous posts the twin towers represent the base pairs in our DNA which are being collapsed and rebuilt.

This was demonstrated 17 years ago on 9/11 and again with the story above and it wouldn’t surprise me if another similar Event was imminent….as 17 is both the number of DAN/DNA and the Red Dragon

The dragon stood on the s ands of time..shore of the sea. And I saw a beast coming out of the sea. It had ten horns and seven heads, 17…and last year 20 17 we had


the above film was famous for its fight scene on the DNA stairwell ladder and in 2012 on July 28th the first day of the Olympics I received the words Atomic Attack in 3D which jumped out from the tv screen….and I knew that the opening ceremony at the time was all about memory and ringing a bell.

The ceremony is the brainchild of Trainspotting and Slumdog Millionaire director Danny Boyle and will cost £27 million to stage, around one third of the total £81m budget of the Olympic and Paralympic ceremonies.

It will start with the ringing of a giant bell inscribed with a line from a speech by Caliban, (Cain) one of the principal antagonists from William Shakespeare’s The T EMP est: “Be not afeard, the isle is full of noises”.  and of course my place of birth being in Bell Fast

Ring Ring

and we all know that every time a bell rings an angel get its wings right

and I went for a walk today and this van was parked on the road.


and right on cue released this Friday July 27th..

Can we escape all of Media’s prophetic negativity and threats

a message on Twitter

If you are feeling very detached and disconnected from your current reality, it’s because it’s about to change. The July 27th lunar eclipse isn’t a rebirth. For a lot of people It’s a completely new life. These past few weeks have been the birthing pains. 7:05 AM – 20 Jul 2018

and 23/9 Mar k 9 v 23
“If you can’?” said Christ “Everything is possible for one who believes.

We are now entering an important point in the 88 time loop a cycle which started exactly six years ago with the Dark Knight Rises shooting at Auroara and the 2012 London Olympics. For many of us it was during that time that we became even more awakened than before………… akin to an alarm clock or bell…ringing.

Bellend on HMS Bell Fast

For Whom the Bell Tolls

Thousands of bells have rung out across the UK to mark the official start of the Olympic Games.

Big Ben rang 40 times in three minutes, while church bells, doorbells and even bicycle bells all joined in the performance.  

The event was triggered by the firing of cannon on HMS Belfast.

Turner Prize-winner Martin Creed dreamed up the idea, calling it “a brilliant and amazing sound” and a “once-in a lifetime” performance.

Norse God of War Horn

The eerie sound of a 12ft-high Celtic war horn marked the start of celebrations of the Olympics in Berwick-upon-Tweed.

The Carnyx was played in harmony with bells throughout the town beginning at 08:12 BST.

The Town Hall’s bells were also rung for eight minutes.

The head of the Carnyx – which dates between 200BC and 200AD – is in the shape of a boar’s head.


The bronze instrument is reconstructed, but its head is an original and was unearthed in Scotland.

The boar’s head resurfaced again recently with the Tie Land football team trapped beneath the earth for 17 days and look a bit like the tripod heads from war of the worlds.


Described by Brian Aldiss as ‘the Shakespeare of science fiction’, Wells was a prolific writer across many forms. Having lived in Woking, he took great delight in setting much of the invasion at the centre of this book there, remarking in a letter how he could ‘completely wreck and sack Woking – killing my neighbours in painful and eccentric ways’.

In his introduction, writer Iain Sinclair describes The War of the Worlds as a kind of ‘prophetic dream’ in which Wells, with his rivers choked with the alien ‘red weed’ and the deadly black smoke used by the Martians, seems to predict, among other things, chemical weapons and ecological disaster.


Chemical weapons takes us back to Salisbury (Sarum/Mars)and as I was having my leaving party in the town this was happening at the same time around the corner.

An eyewitness, who asked not to be named, said the man involved was a “local homeless guy” who was “sat on the floor, completely conscious, talking”.

He said he saw a paramedic at the scene climbing into a chemical suit while another “was shouting at the man to stay put and stay on the floor”. All the police officers had rubber gloves on, he added….sounds a tad worrying…

The man said that when he cycled past a second time there was a “small cordon with a handful of police and paramedics”.

“Whilst cycling out of the city all the response vehicles descending on the city,” he said.

In other words this latest threat was fake news a fabricated threat from a harmless homeless guy.

Fake Alien Invasion

Fake Chemical Attacks

This is a definition of boar

The word boar is from Middle English boor, from Old English bār, from Proto-Germanic *bairaz (whence also Dutch beer, obsolete dialectal German Bär (“boar”)), from Proto-Indo-European *bʰoidʰ-s-o (compare Lithuanian baĩsas (“terrible apparition”), Old Church Slavonic бѣсъ (běsŭ, “demon”)). an apparition is not real its a phantom it can only harm you if you believe it can.

Salisbury (Mars) is also linked to another wild boar (demon)  on a stick as William Golding wrote his novel “Lord of the Flies” in the town….at this school


The book was about a group of schoolboys who were LOST on an island…th AI  land.

A critique about the book  reads:

The wild boar’s head surrounded by flies represents Beelezebub, whose name in Canaanite is “Lord of the Flies.” He is one of the fallen angels, who destroys by means of tyrants, arouses desires, brings about jealousies and murders, and instigates wars. In Golding’s allegory he is the manifestation of the evil that lies inherently inside the boys. This is an evil that Jack has embraced fully.

When Simon goes to his secret place in the forest, he encounters the Lord of the Flies, who talks to Simon and ridicules him by saying,

Fancy thinking the Beast was something you could hunt and kill?,,,You knew, didn’t you? I’m part of you? Close, close, close! I’m the reason why it’s no go? Why things are what they are?

The laughter shivered again.

The intuitive Simon perceives the evil, the savagery, that Jack has masked, but truly allows to rule him as he leads the others in anarchy, stealing the fire, and hunting Piggy and Ralph, and eventually killing Piggy. As he loses consciousness, Simon hears the Lord of the Flies tell him that they are going to “have fun on this island!” The evil inherent in man has gained control.   

The above is just the story of Christ rehashed and told over again. Phillip K Dick the sci fi writer who wrote Total Recall was in my opinion a modern day prophet, a man way ahead of his time and he also came to the conclusion that this world is not real and in fact believed we were reliving the stories from the Bible over and over again.

And he began to sketch out a theory — growing in part from his longtime interest in Gnosticism and explained in detail in the novel “VALIS” — that he’d been visited by divine interventions. And that what looked like 1970s Orange County, with its looming freeways and earthbound strip malls, was actually First Century Rome.

Despite appearances, “The Empire never ended,” Dick wrote, realizing he was an early Christian living as a fugitive in 70 A.D. (VALIS – an acronym for “Vast Active Living Intelligence System) the Great Intelligence running the Matrix…..the top of the pyramid.


To conclude the number 17 represents DNA and the Dragon and 23 symbolises resurrection as does 76 as in 1776.




The time of Total Recall for all of us is fast approaching.



9 thoughts on “Total Recall

  1. Children of the Stones is a British television drama serial for children produced by HTV in 1976 and broadcast on the United Kingdom’s ITV network in January and February 1977. The story was depicted over seven episodes In the United States, it was broadcast on the Nickelodeon television channel in the early 1980s as part of the series The Third Eye


    1. The Great Bear didn’t you have a bear story last week

      and I am back in AveburyAdam/Eve bury next week going to spend a couple of days there it has a great pub right in the centre of the stone scircle.


      Greene King is the country’s leading pub retailer and brewer, running over 3,100 pubs, Founded 17 99 or 666.

      Things that go bump in the night….cant wait…


  2. TTN

    A Pole told me earlier she is moving on Saturday. She’s one of my ‘occasional’ women who are more than they seem.

    And I agree about 1976. I said to Jen at the beginning of June this feels like the Summer of 1976 all over again. And then had to explain what the Summer of 1976 was. But I think it sounded like a normal Texan summer to her.

    But in general I think the rest of the year is going to be totally fxxking insane.

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  3. Frank have you watched the movie Endless yet I think your new best friend from the east 🙂 recommended it….it kind of sums up our situation as does Children of the Stones…phantasmagorical…..

    and I am entering the circle next week………….. see what happens…………. If I don’t come back I will see you yesterday.

    and I have a new name for US the Beach Boys..


  4. TTN

    Some of the people that have turned up on Merovee have the most incredible energy, knowledge and experience.

    The East / West has been a constant in my life since 2014 both on Merovee and off Merovee and I’m piggy in the middle. Maybe left / right brain is part of it but it seems to talk of a metaphysical splintering.

    Carry on Rambling. It’s a good club.

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